The letter I will never sendSalty rain, sweetest pain or maybe something sour...?
Cuddly sharks, a cat who barks or a heart shapped flower?
See? I want to write you a song.
But everytime I try, everything goes wrong.
Or maybe not a song A poem would be better!
And when I mess up again, I´ll write you a letter.
I guess I´ll just call you, to tell you how I feel.
Cuz even tho´ we´re through, my emotions are real.
Taking my cell, dialing your number, I stop myself at the end.
Oh what the Hell, there´s no wonder. That´s one of thing I can´t.
I don´t want to give you trouble, now when you´re with her.
It´s bursting my last dreaming bubble and you don´t even care.
I know I can´t blame you. It was all my fault.
But right now you´re happy and I´m feeling cold.
You know you were my air, my reason to hold on.
Where´s now all your care, when I can´t be strong?
Noone else, no remedy, no magic can make me heal
No tails, no comed
What is left...?,,I´ll never hurt you again, I swear."
That was what you said.
But it was just a mask you often like to wear,
cause right now, again, I´m sad.
No more sunshine, just the rain.
The flowing tears should cease the pain.
My friends says that it´s ok, nothing at all,
But I know, that this is our final courtain fall.
Why do I bother to scream your name?
Why should I be the one feeling shame?
The fault is not mine, nor yours, it´s our.
Now all the sweetness has gone sour
You are upset and I´m left here crying.
Now I know that all your truths were just lying.
We were happy, so why are you cold as ice?
Is this for the last, the end of paradisse?
No, I can´t breathe, nor can I sleep.
When I´m walking, I always trip.
Shattered to milion pieces I´m falling down.
Like a dead rose, fallen angel, a lonely clown.
Tell me... what is there left for me, when you were the one I was breathing for?